i love my husband. i love my baby girl. i love our kitty.
i am so in love with my little family.
they mean everything to me. i am so thankful that God has blessed me with such a fun bunch.
but...
i wish my husband was home. the days we have to spend with each other are few and go by too quick. some days are so hard to get through. and most days don't go by fast enough. i could write on and on about how hard dealing with my husband's job is. how hard it is to see your little girl cry and knock on the front door after dada leaves...again.
this tour is almost over and then we will have some time in december to all be together. and then it starts all over again in january. he will be gone 4-5 days a week till april. yep.
today i was daydreaming about what it would be like to have him home on the weekends. what would that look like? would we snuggle in bed and watch cartoons with bennet? would be get up and make the most of our day? head to the farmers market? do brunch? go on random road trips? stay in pjs all day?
there are a few things i want to say...
-obviously it is hard. days are long.
-if he is gonna have to travel for a job, it is pretty cool that he gets to do something he loves.
-i am thankful he has a job.
-there are perks.
-there are downers.
all this to say, i just am missing him...so is bennet.
2 comments:
I read this after you first published it and felt so sad on your behalf. I can't imagine not having Josh home every night. I am thankful though that Pete does something he loves. Josh doesn't and so sometimes his days aren't fulfilling and he can come home frustrated. I'm hoping soon he'll be able to do more what he loves - but if that ever included being gone so much... that would be hard! You're a great wife to support him like you do.
(and i love your pics!)
Pretty family! Love you... can't wait for girl time.
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