mother's day

i am so thankful that this year i got to join in with all the other moms out there in this special day. not because i got pampered and loved on all day (seriously i am spoiled) but because i finally get it. this amazing thing happens in you when you hold your baby for the 1st time. something inside you swells up and overwhelms you and your whole life. it is something that still overtakes me every time i see my baby girl. every time she laughs, talks, cries, yells. every time i hear her cry out in the morning. every time i just think about her. you just get it. everything seems so much more clear and can yet be so confusing. being a mom isn't easy. it isn't hard. it's just so natural.
thank you husband for treating me to a special day...thank you for making me a mom cus you know...wink wink
thank you bennet for being my baby. you are the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. something that i can't do justice to with words.
thank you Lord for blessing me with this lovely family. thank you for life. thank you for creating it all.