well baby dear, we are coming to the end of this thing. even though i am so so ready to have you here and hold you, i can't help but be a little sad. this has been the most amazing experience of my life. feeling all of your movements, having you all to myself. i am gonna miss it. i am excited to share you with the world but also a little jealous. i am glad ive had you all to myself these past months. i feel like we have shared so much and i have been able to protect you in my cozy belly. sure its been stressful, really hot, and uncomfortable at times but also the greatest time ever. i love you little girl. your daddy is so ready to meet you so i won't be selfish. but i have to ask that you stay in there till july 29. daddy is traveling a ton till then and i don't want to be stressed about him possibly missing it. so my prayer is for you to stay cozy in there and wait. have patience. :)
we had a midwife appt yesterday. everything is looking great! your heart beat was strong at 151 and i am actually measuring at 36 weeks. that kinda scared me (due to not wanting you to come early) but i know it could mean nothing. i am so happy with the midwives and my doula. so thankful to have that help. we go back in 2 weeks and i will probably start asking them to check me. gosh i wish pete wasn't traveling so much in july...but also i am thankful he has a job and one that he loves too. i never thought i would say this but i would so rather you be late then early.
34 days and counting!
xoxo, mommy
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